Out of Hand
Jan. 4th, 2026 08:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
redonthemoon It's kind of funny how I started to write this fic barely being able to type words. It wasn't a fluid thing, I could easily notice how I was thinking about what to say next, how to say it. Usually, everything plays like a movie inside my head and then I simply type as fast as I can what I'm seeing. That wasn't the case.
I went to sleep, frustrated with myself as this fic is a gift but then BANG, I got overwhelmed with plot bunnies and now here I am, two days later with over 18k and several plot points I want to develop and with two idiots who are slowly falling for each other 🤦🏻♀️
I am happy, extremely so. But I'm also afraid, because I'm supposed to write more fics set in the same underwater world and I'm scared of being too repetitive, or sounding as... then again, it's not as if I can invent what's underneath the water. Ah, guess time will tell. I'll try to alternate writing for MerMay and other fics, let's see if that way I don't burn out like in 2021.
P.S. I can't wait until this two idiots kiss already, like aaaaah just fall in love and kiss damnit!
I went to sleep, frustrated with myself as this fic is a gift but then BANG, I got overwhelmed with plot bunnies and now here I am, two days later with over 18k and several plot points I want to develop and with two idiots who are slowly falling for each other 🤦🏻♀️
I am happy, extremely so. But I'm also afraid, because I'm supposed to write more fics set in the same underwater world and I'm scared of being too repetitive, or sounding as... then again, it's not as if I can invent what's underneath the water. Ah, guess time will tell. I'll try to alternate writing for MerMay and other fics, let's see if that way I don't burn out like in 2021.
P.S. I can't wait until this two idiots kiss already, like aaaaah just fall in love and kiss damnit!
